... Limitations.

I hate putting a limit on things.
Today someone asked me what my FAVORITE song was.
This statement is impossible for me to answer. I have WAY too many songs that I enjoy.
I pondered this question for a while... and realized that I have 5 (and actually probably more) favorite songs!
... Then I just put a few extra's in the mix:)) You'll see what I mean.

My playlist has been altered! I don't know if you noticed or not... but it has! in the order of all of my, and my friends favorite songs! so... here's how it goes.

1-5 (are my favorite songs in the whole wide world!)
6 (Is my best friend Chandler Jensen's favorite song! And I have come to love it as well!)
7 ( Is the Nicole and Caity Song:)))
8 (Is the Samantha, Caity, Nicole, Carley, Manda, Haley song!)

Well... I'm running out of posts... and I figured that this was a fairly acceptable thing to post about:)) I hope you enjoy my new songs! I know I do :))

Eight dollar Engagement Rings...

Life. It's beautiful. Spontaneity. Serendipitous. Calm. Comforting. Amusing. Frightening. Enjoyable. Exciting. Lively. Pleasant. Thrilling.

I love life. I love everything about it.
Things I love...

• School
• Friends
• Best Friends
• Shoes
• Family
• Grandma
• Life in General
• Music
• Poems
• Photography

I'm just in love with everything on this list. I have amazing friends. The most amazing in the world! The best group of friends that I have ever been able to say are my friends! School is amazing! I don't even NOT want to go... like "normal" kids. I have the best Best Friends that anyone could ever ask for! I bought my first pair of Vans! Love them! I love my family! ... Weird, but remodeling our basement bathroom has gotten us together more than once! haha. I LOVE MY GRANDMA! she is my favorite person in the whole world, and I don't think I have ever really expressed this before... so now I am. I love my grandma so much! She and I have been so close ever since I was little! Love you Grandma! Life in General... nuff said. Music, Love music lately... I got out of it for a while, but now I listen to it all the time! I've also been writing a lot of poetry lately... my book is getting full! I love it though! It takes my mind off of the bad things in life.
Photography. it is... my life. I always want to take pictures, of everything. love, love, love it! and I LOVE it when other people like my photographs! it gives me the will power to keep going! I'm so excited about my little hobby, that has sprouted into a forever growing passion! I will NEVER stop taking photographs! I can't wait for our family trip next summer... wherever we go, because I know I'll get some amazing photo's! (we're going on a bigger family trip than ever before, because both of us kids are old now, and we can "handle" it!) hahaha. Hawaii, or a Cruz, or... I really want to go to the Bahama's! My lifelong goal of a trip, is to Travel Europe. can you IMAGINE the photo opportunity there? I want to go SO badly! so so so so so! badly. anyways... that's my large spiel. hope you enjoyed!
- Nicole.

Letting go of the past.

I hate it when past occurrences come up. Hate, hate, hate it! I recently had this happen to me... and this is a rather large occurrence. But none the less, I have decided to let it go. For the sake of reminiscence, I have a new song. Goodbye, and I wish you the best.

Seventeen Forever.

AH! 10 days 10 days! Only TEN days left until I turn Seventeen Forever. I am SO OLD. Fetch. I have decided though, that my Seventeen year, is going to be the best year of my life (so far). In retrospect (vocab. word.) my best year so far has probably been the year that I turned 14. I had the Hollerin'est party ever! (Fugative/Pizza/Stay Up All Night) seriously, so much fun. I think it was even more fun that my Cereal Party! and that was fun... so you can only imagine. My party this year won't really be all that "fun" because technically I 'm not really allowed to have Birthday Parties any more. My mother says "You're too old." pahh. no. I'm never too old for an awesome party. P.s. I'm the best party planner ever. Just sayin'.
I am just so stoked/nervous about turning Seventeen! Each year, as my birthday approaches, I get very very nervous, and I don't know why. I'm just SO afraid to get another year older, and closer to leaving High School. I'm Scared of the Responsibility, the Friend Loss, the Separation. I'm just scared.
Well... that's basically it, I think I can stop rambling now. Oh, sept for, I just wanted to let you know, I changed my top three songs! I was getting bored of the other ones... and I NEVER get bored of PlayRadioPlay! Best Band. Love them! I hope you enjoy the music! and I hope you enjoy my post!

It's approaching...

Camping/Hiking/Drive/EverythingOutdoors Season is officially here!
... okay, well not officially. Not until my birthday at least. But seriously, I'm game to start early! Here is a list of things I want to accomplish this season...

• Kanara Falls
• N.H.-Pinto Drive
• Camping on the Strip
• Duck Creek
• Mammoth Caves (kinda goes with Duck Creek)
• Get Lost.

I think that Caity and I are going to accomplish the Kanara Falls tomorrow! Super Stoked for that one! it will be way rad! I've never been there before... and last night I decided I wanted to go. So I'm going. N.H.-Pinto, I've been on that drive like 20 times before, but I never get sick of it. I actually think that I am going to take my friend Hailey's Senior Photo's on that road! holler! Camping on the Strip, I wanted to do it over the summer, but my dad wouldn't let me. He will probably make us do it as a family, because there's no way he'll let me take the truck over night out to the strip alone with my friends hahaha. Duck Creek/Mamoth Caves, that is my FAVORITE place to camp. EVER. I am in love with it! I don't know why it is my fav. but it always has been! I really want to get lost, and find my way home. I've never done that before (unless if you count getting lost in the neighborhood with Kris... ;))) anyways... that is the only thing on my mind right now!
My favorite times of year are, Autumn, and Spring, because they aren't too hot, aren't to cold, and they have the most BEAUTIFUL scenery! I'm so exciteddd:))

Did you know?

Did you know I write poems? I write them A. Lot. and I mean... A. LOT!
I have a whole book full of them hidden in my room because I am way to scared to show anyone but caity. and now I get to add another friend to the list! Last Night I had an awesome little chat with Jennie! We talked about... EVERYTHING. and about 3 hours previous to this I wrote a lovely little poem... that I let Jennie Read! because it was totally about both of our lives, and the challenges that we are going through. So I decided it was hers:)) ... I'm still way to scared to show anyone my poems... but maybe I'm branching out? hmm... so many changes are happening right now in my life. I'm busier than ever, I don't ever say NO to anything... I have TONS of homework... I have a social life! pahh... weird, I know. anyways... this year is still amazing! I have made a couple New Best Friends, to add to my List... and I am extremely happy. more happy than ever.