Apoligization.

Welp. I kinda freaked out... but I'm not sorry. It was really... I'm really, really mad, and there are some people that I have a thoroughly sincere hatred for at this moment in time. But... anyways... Life....

Life's decent, School has been okay, besides the fact that I could COMPLETELY GO WITHOUT A DAYS! oh my hecka.... I hate A days with a burning passion!
Photog - sucks.
Math - Need I say more?
English - not my fav.
Chem. - Class is okay... but... still...

on the other hand... I LOVE B DAYS!
Seminary - so celestial.
A.P.U.S.H. - Soooo much funn:))
Orchestra - basically my favorite class in the universe of classes. I do not know what I would do without Orch. P.s. I'm historian on Orchestra Council... did you know that? Well me either until a couple of days ago... hahaha.
Spanish- LOVE THIS CLASS! I think I'm going on a mission to some spanish speaking country... I want to! That would be sooo tight!

Well... anyways... i really have nothing more to say, and I'm just procrastinating doing homework... so, I guess I'll go.

I am going to scream at someone.

What is wrong with people? why can't they be normal? why do they have to be jerks? Why can't everyone be a good friend? WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD TODAY?!?! oh my gosh! I am sooooooo angry! I wish I would have been born in the 20's because my grandparents are completely normal... and so was everyone else of their day. This is RIDICULOUS! OH MY GOSH! I am so .... FUMING! ANGER! ANGER ANGER ANGER! lies... cheating... BEING A HORRIBLE FRIEND! What is this?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Do you not know what you are missing?! honestly?! What...are you really this dense?! What... I just... I DON"T GET IT! aspiodghaspiodubgniasdbigqwedigawbeigubedigbaweibuwepdbguqwebguqibgu
If anger were a weather pattern... it would be ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL over the STG right now... that is how angry I am...

1. you do NOT! EVER... mess with my friends... especially Caity.

THAT IS THE NUMBER ONE RULE OF ALL TIME! UNDERSTAND?! K GOOD!
... well, I feel a little bit better now, but not a lot. I'm still pretty angry. and I will be for a long, long long time.
kbye.

F.Y.I. because it's okay.

• I don't judge.

• Sometimes I fight, but I hate it...

• I'm the only person that can tell people what I'm feeling.

• I won't be the first person to apologize, because I always am.

• I don't let my anger govern my life.

• I don't show everyone else that I'm angry.

• Lately, beating around the bush is not an option for me...

• Fake smiles... really aren't that fake sometimes.

• Vicissitude is good. In all aspects.

In need of...

Repair
Swiggaaa
Sophomores
Girls Night
Weekend
Anything FFA
Orch. Concert
New Song
Krista Bice
Wide Angle
Time
Freedom
A not-so-sick feeling in my stomach
Everything to be fixed.

... love it, live it, leave it.

15 reasons why I love the BG...
1. They are ALWAYS THERE!
2. They are the best friends anyone could ask for!
3. They are accepting.
4. They never give up!
5. They are adventurous.
6. They would beat someone up for me.
7. We can crush M&M's together...
8. They are great Scrapbookers!
9. They're going to live in Alpine Village.
10. They love everyone!
11. They are very loyal.
12. They love life!
13. They always make me feel better!
14. They know exactly what to say!
15. They let me be an honorary member!

( I hope one of the BG Member's reads this... jussss sayin:)))

Lately
I just love life... always. Actually... tons of stuff has gone wrong lately, but I still love life! Compared to times past, this is nothing at all! I just have to be optimistic! I really do have the best friends in the whole wide world though! They are always there for me, and they would do anything for me! I love all of you! I hope you know that! I really hate homework though... right now, that's one of the 5 things that I strongly dislike in the world.

Lessons Learned
Sometimes it is better to keep your mouth shut.
I'm going to do what I want. If you don't like it, sucks for you.
Changing for other people is stupid!
Life is short... Live it to the fullest.
When your birthday comes... it's really just another day. It's not like a year of growth springs on you over night.
True friends never leave your side. ever.
When you find a true friend, don't ever leave their side.

Photo.Graphy.
UGH! I am so frustrated right now... My photo's SUCK! I don't even have time to take photo's! ughhh. The only two things on my Wishlist right now are
Time
Wide Angle Lens
If someone could give me these... I would love you for all of eternity. Really.

Happy Birthday!
Happy, Happy Birthday to two of my best friends ever!
Addie, and Chandler!
... Weird... both on the same day too!
TOMORROW!
Holls. at you guys!

Well, I should prolly go and do some homework now... I really don't want to, but... I'm going to anyway. Much Love!
Arrivadercci
Nicolita :))

...

We are remembered for who we are, what we do, and how we act. Not how long we are here.

Courtney.

Sorry girl... my stupid computer won't let me upload the photo's for some reason!
go to this link,

http://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/NSW-Photography/308121304889

and there are TONS of pictures;)) you should be able to find something!
If you have any other problems... just come over to my house with a flashdrive, and we will find something!
Good Luck!